A Two Year Old's Birthday and an Old Woman's Funeral

I went to a funeral this morning. I drove into the city and went to the funeral of my mother's best friend. I went to a birthday party this afternoon. I drove back from the city and went to the birthday party of my grandson. Now I am home thinking of how to make this life of mine a joy, an offering, a symphony, a manifesto, a story, a poem, a gift...I googled pictures of life and death and came across this video. Its 40 seconds long and the main thing I found after viewing it several times is this-
All that I've been and all that I'll be, pales in comparison to this very moment. My fingers pressing keys on a board moving the invisible to visibility, thought to word, feeling to expression is the best of who I am right now. And it is enough